日期：2014-11-01 05:52:40
　　“ my dear， I miss you so much
　　Another year Halloween
　　I still can`t forget the night we spent last year

　　You said that you like to be with me
　　I asked you if we could get married
　　you said that we would probably
　　I knew that you have ever thought about our future　
　　it has already been half year，I still can‘t forget you
　　I love my dear，good night”
　　this is the message from his ex-girlfriend
　　she sent it to him when we were at the party last night

　　日期：2014-11-01 06:19:38
　　when he received this message，I was taking pictures on his phone
　　therefore，I could see it，I read it，then I give back the phone to him
　　I was not angry， but I felt upset
　　he did not read it when I give back the phone to him
　　he might just not notice that he got a message
　　I told him someone sent you an message

　　he asked me who
　　I said the one　still loved and missed you
　　he read it and told me not to care about that
　　I said I did not want to care about anyone and anything，so tired
　　he said what did you mean

　　I said nothing
　　then ijust stayed with my friends and played around with them
　　we made jokes，we laughed，we hugged，we drank，we ate
　　I was so happy， and I enjoyed the night

　　when we finished，I wanna go to 甜甜 house
　　but he did not let me go
　　he forced me to go to his house
　　I did not tall to him anything

　　I did not cry
　　I am not angry
　　I did not blame him
　　I am so tired
　　I do not have any ex-boyfriend
　　but he had ex-girlfriends
　　this is not fair ，right
　　日期：2014-11-01 07:04:45
　　回到他家，我不想说话，因为很累
　　真的是很累，玩得有点疯，已经2am了

　　我去洗澡，洗完我就想睡觉了
　　他抱着我说 不要生气
　　我说 我没有生气，我生气也改变不了什么的，我不能控制
　　他说 我真的没有和她联系，她知道我们复合的
　　我说 她知道我
　　他说 嗯她知道
　　我说 那她真的很爱你，知道我，她都不介意和你一起，比我厉害
　　他说 可是我只爱你

　　我说 你爱我，你就不会可以接受其他人了，不过我们分手了，你和别人一起没有错，我妈妈说得对，不要揪着不放，这样只会自己不开心 ，所以我很努力很努力让自己忘记，因为我知道你爱我
　　他没有说话，只是抱着我
　　then I found that he was crying
　　omg what’s wrong with him

　　哭的不是应该是我吗
　　他说 我后悔了，重遇你后，我就更加后悔，我对不起你
　　我说 no not at all，那时候我们分手了，那是你的自由
　　他变得好激动，他说 没有，我们从来没有分手
　　我还是很淡定，我说 那没有分手，你又和别人一起，是出轨吗
　　他又不说话了
　　其实，那个信息我真的没有生气，只是有点不开心
　　因为那个信息又让我想起那分开的日子
　　他和别的女生卿卿我我，心里很难受
　　我没有生气，因为我没有资格，是我放手的
　　和他又在一起，我不断提醒自己
　　忘记他的过去，忘记那些不开心
　　现在在一起，以后在一起，他爱我就够了
　　我帮他擦眼泪，I kiss him

　　I told him I was not angry
　　he asked me not to leave him again
　　I said I would not leave as I love him as I love my life
　　he said he could not bear if I left him again
　　I said I would not leave
　　he asked to swear！
　　omg what is wrong
　　他玻璃心了吗？